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All That Money
04:14
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I didn’t feel anything
I remember the smell of cum and bleach
I remember their hands touching me
I’m all alone
Face down
On the floor
I’ve never done this before
I’m not ashamed of what I’ve done
What about you? Where does all your money come from?
What do you actually do?
Burn it down burn it down
All my life, in the clouds
All those men wanted a piece of me
I was theirs, I was free
All that, all that money
All that, all that money
It was good, so good
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2. |
New Piss Thot
03:18
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Are you getting enough attention?
You look like every other cliched art school faggot
Obsessed with being cool
Trying to act like you don’t care
You so obviously care
So desperate for validation
This is gross
This is embarrassing
Fuck
You’re a fucking phony
Performing an idea of authenticity
Monetizing your personality
Creating a brand identity
You’re an endless self promotion feedback loop masquerading as sincerity.
Just another idiot tool for capitalism.
But I guess I am too
Why won’t you accept me? Why won’t you love me?
Who isn’t guilty? We are all complicit. Can anyone be truly honest? Selfless?
I thought we could subvert these systems but I don’t think it’s possible.
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know what the answer is
Life is brutal I know.
And yes, I want to fuck you and I want you to want to fuck me...but can we also talk about the times you’ve felt like you’ve had an out of body experience while talking to God?
And how boring this all is? And how sad it makes me feel?
I’m so fucking lonely
I wish I knew how to actually connect with another human being
Most days I want to jump out a window
I think I’m thinking too much.
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3. |
I Know What We Are
04:34
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This doesn’t make sense
You make me nervous
I am nothing
Why do you want me?
I gave you my body
You danced for me
And the sun is setting
You’re sitting in front of me
I don’t want to leave
Tell me
I know you felt the same
It’s alright, I’m fine
I changed my mind
Now I know what we are
I live in fantasy
Destroy everything
I’m leaving my body
Watch me
I thought I found something
I thought we were the same
I was wrong
I was wrong
I called your name
You didn’t come
The world
fell apart
I crossed you out of my heart
I fucked up
I fucked up
Too afraid
To be loved
Oh my god
Oh my god
Too far
Too long
Let it go
Let it go
I was wrong
Now I know
What we are
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4. |
Death Dreams
04:16
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Call for you
In my dreams
I know
I see you
Standing there
All eyes right now
Come on be nice be nice be nice
I don’t understand
You’re all gone
In my arms
You’re home
I was a baby
I wasn’t crazy about leaving you there
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Church
02:11
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I turned the lights off and locked the door
Everyone else had left
You were waiting for me outside
Lifting up your shirt
Smoking a cigarette
I don’t think we should be doing this
I don’t think we should be doing this
Inside your truck
Red lace panties you forgot you had on
You were so embarrassed but I didn’t mind
I liked that you were shy
You told me about your camping trip
The most beautiful man you met
You told me about your wife and you and him
And I thought..where do I fit in?
Now everytime I see you you’re a nervous wreck
It’s all my fault I guess
In the parking lot of a church
You showed me what I was worth
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Hovering
03:45
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I’m hovering
I’m complete
When you’re inside me
I’m so happy
I’m enough
If it gets bad
It’s on me
Easy
All of it
This is enough
Hold on
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I'm Your Angel
03:45
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Baby
I was waiting
You know me
I’m impatient
Two bags
For the taking
Let’s be forward thinking
You know I’m trying for you
I’m scared
I think I’m dying
No one is there
No one is there
Wish you could see me vomiting in the bathroom sink
Passed out on the floor again
What would you think
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8. |
Save It
03:42
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Save it, keep it for when you need it
Don’t let them have it, don’t let them see it
Cut them out cut them off no love left no love lost
Only the best, leave room for only the best
Perfection
Foreign, never moving
Give in, don’t resist it
My fingers cut open, keep going
Give it up, let it go
You have no control
Destroy yourself everyday forever
No control
No control
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9. |
Bloodstone Gold
03:57
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What’s wrong
It won’t last
It’s done
It’s gone
Our bloodstone
I’m free
You’re with me
I’m known
Give me the gold
Give me the gold
Give me the gold now
Look at me
I’m your baby
Look at me
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10. |
Always Been
03:38
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This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
This is how it’s always been. I’m not giving up.
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